Date: Wednesday, June 03, 2009 @ 4:22 PM
title: Frustration
I am feeling super frustrated now. Super bad mood and super down! Feel like crying but I can’t.I just don’t understand. We put in the hard work, and it’s the results you all just see! Whether we bring in $ and sales to you or not.
It’s such a cruel world, & that’s reality.
I admit that I am not a SUPER WORKER, nv surfing the net BEFORE during my entire stay here. But I can say that I work, and I don’t mean that I take work lightly.
I will work OT if there’s a need. Like drafting all the directions to the candidate and all..Ya, people just take you as USELESS if you produce no results. But results are not FROM OUR HARD WORK!
It depends on both EXTERNAL PARTIES! & you all just ook at the results, and TREES.
Yes, I contributed trees for you all, and you all say that big or small deals never mind, we close deals, that’s good.
YA, I DID IT!! But what did I get? TRAIINING AND TRAINIINGS AGAIN! & WHAT’S WORSE, 2 times the same training with EXACTLY THE SAME CONTENT! This time, I am sure it’s the same content and words and even pictures too!
Retrench and retrench. Good for you. But did you all consider our feelings? It affects the whole company as a whole! The spirit Is down and the whole morale is low! Think of it will you??!
Just feeling super frustrated. I’ll be fine after awhile. Just want to vent it out since I cant do it NOW.
I pray that God would bless me with the strength , guidance and courage to face the future challenges. Hallelujah! Only You can help me now.
I pray for your guidance and wisdom to tell me what to do everyday. Thank God!
Love,
EstheRoan*
